My heart actually pounded in my throat when I heard the bell ring.
As I made my way to the front door I was wondering if she would have come alone or not...
Of course she didn't, and as I sat here the whole night with the both of them it was apparent why.
They truly belong together.
And all my feelings don't make a difference in the world. Even I realized that after only 3 minutes.
I'm truly happy for the both of them. He's doing a much better job than I would have been able to fulfill and they are both genuinely happy together.
But still, it stings...
It pains me to see other people at their best when they are together.
Every time it reminds me that at the end of the night, I'm going to be left alone.
It leaves me with a lot of self doubt.
It has been 1,5 years.
I just can't believe I'm still sitting here all alone.
Every night again I return to my empty bed.
Every morning I return to my sad lonely life.
I never asked for this...
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