I created this place to vent the things and feelings that live in my head fueled but what I feel in my heart.
It is part of a bigger whole.
I have 3 "blogs" spread over the internet, each portraying a part of me as a whole.
The first one I created a long time ago (2006) was schism.
It was the prelude of what was to come. With that title I wanted to imply that there was a distinct divide between my actual everyday life, my feelings and what goes around in my head.
Originally i had planned to write all of those things down on that 1 blog, but after a few years I changed my mind and wanted to split things up so it would be harder to find. I only wanted certain things to be read by certain people who cared enough to search for those things...
And thus I created Tainted Soul, a blog where I would post every poem or piece of emotion that I had ever written since I was 15 years old. This was a huge ordeal, not only to find everything, but to handle reliving all those emotions as well...
After a while I realized there were still some things that I wanted to share but didn't feel like I had the right platform to do so. And this is where Heavy Head comes in.
I will post a more personal view on here. Things that go on in my head, hidden meanings behind songs and things I post on Facebook or other media, things I have written many years ago, and things I still write today.
This is kind of a big deal for me. It's the last step I take to open myself up to anyone who cares.
So please, if you do read any of this, share with me what you think. Just comment or speak to me in some way. Make me feel that it touched you in one way or another...
And thank you for finding your own way here.