Saturday, February 21, 2004

Suffocated

It’s been too long since I last wrote my thoughts down.
It seems that my life has encountered some problems. I could say even more, it seems that I have become my own problem.
When I look back on past times… It all seems so damn perfect. All was nice and easy, there were no concerns and we could do what we wanted to. So very much in love and didn’t care about what all the rest thought. Nothing mattered and as long we were together. We were longing for every moment that we would meet again. Unfortunately some things have changed while others remained. I still know I long for each moment I’m with you. Each time I’m somewhere else without you I’m trying not to suffocate. But every time again it seems my breath’s running out. I miss you every day and there’s not a day that passes without you crossing my mind several times. I’ve always treasured you even though sometimes it didn’t seem like that. You were the one that saved me from myself and still I’m grateful for what you’ve done. You see, I still love you as much as I did in the beginning. There’s nothing that’ll change that.
But as I said time has changed some things that have become some problems. I guess my biggest problem is myself. There are some things about me that aren’t really right. Some habits shouldn’t be as some